But still, it last only 2 months and a week, thats a record, even for me. Both of my previous relationship last for a year. Honestly it's no one fault, we both got excited too early and we can't meet each other expectations. No hurt feeling, although it hurts a lot.
Maybe it's because we are so different. Religion, race, point of views, age gap, all the cummulated shit that separates people since the dawn of time. I'm romantic,I always believe that the power of love can unify anything, especially a relationship between two grown ups. But as usual, realities hit you like a bitch right on your face, and there's nothing much we can do except to let it go.
I don't wanna, off course, I love her, I like her a lot, but sometimes there's choice and we have to choose.
I got 'dumped' by phone by the way. She's going to have a final exam and I won't bother those important thing for this matter. I'm a grown up, i can handle it, not for so long but i can handle it.
Oh man,I really like her. She's like a full package of my favorite things bundled into one nice banquet of flowers. I honestly can imagine living a future with her. Except the realities that we are so, so, so, f-ing different.
Okay, I feel depressed now.
"not as depressed as him tho"
Ah I wish i can share a pic of us here, but since we are doing this 'backstreet' way, I guess i can't.
Wait, maybe she just can't handle this 'backstreet' things, maybe she still in love with me, maybe I still have a chance, maybe i'm just comforting myself here.
F you Tomy, just eat shit, you immature selfish bastard.
I guess that's it. Enough for now. Maybe I'll talk about this to my boys when the sun is up in the sky. I hope the talk doesn't ended up on a bartender's table.
Wish me luck,
Tomy
